I'mSorry...

Dear You,

First off, I wanna say that I love you,
with all of my heart,
and that I wish that this letter was being written under different circumstances.
Yes, I love you, a lot,
but I can't say that I love every bit of you...
I may love your smile,
but it makes me want to cry.
I love your voice,
but it says hurtful things that make me wanna die...
Saying I want to marry you,
gets harder for me to do every day,
because when I dream about a life with you,
I imagine you happy,
I imagine our kids happy,
I imagine us with happy friends and neighbors,
but I imagine myself alone, and sad.
I would love to marry you,
but for that you will have to change,
"but nobody ever changes when they say they would."
so all you would be doing is lying to me if you say you will change.
I'm sorry, but it's true,
and I can't express how sad I am too...
but I don't wanna marry you......

So sorry,
         Me...